I want to say that the time of greatest growth in your life is in the midst of turmoil when trying to learn a lesson that cant be taught unless confronted with choice. And as the trial plays out, one must remember to duck and dive or rather keep nimble as the test expands to confront more of what must be tested within you. How will you fare? I feel myself falter and I wonder how quickly I might change the acknowledged outcome.
Then.. exaltation. Remember this, 17 seconds, 68 seconds, the dominant emotion will manifest. While there is a gestation period, and I believe this is more due to creating a natural path to the outcome that first must be forged and that takes time to become habitual and the natural path of expression for you. One must maintain this alignment. And that is what I feel is what I need to work on most. Finding those first thoughts and feelings to maintain before momentum makes it easier for you. Choose to feel good, choose it and if you must, say it to yourself again and again. Find that thing that makes you so happy and do it. Practical isn't for you and it doesn't propel you forward like people, places, things, activities that make you feel that high vibration of joy and well being. Feel yourself lift up higher as you are elevated. Aligned to that reality your heart wishes for and you envision for yourself consistently. Consistency is the key, as is knowing yourself. Know yourself enough to know when you are out of alignment because sometimes that very first step is the hardest, recognizing that where you currently are is not in alignment, and know that everyone blossoms in their own time but once you sense that there is a need for alignment, take the inspired steps to do so immediately. Also, practice gratitude. Gratitude for the simplest of things you might have taken for granted and feel those positive emotions that those things evoke in you and feel that energy sweep you into that momentum. See the events of the day take a different turn, notice the escalation of positive things and events that come into your reality and practice or rather really maintain keeping your thoughts at a high level of vibration and if unwanted thoughts come into your awareness, then simply making the conscious choice to not give it focused attention, letting it pass by instead, maintaining a sense of distance between yourself and any negative emotion or thought by keeping your awareness in an observer position, and away from experiencing (or reliving) the emotion or trauma associated with the thought.
Notice the law of attraction in full force.
The trick is keeping the high, feeling so good that you cant possibly imagine ever coming down, making that feeling so ingrained in your memory every action, thought, and feeling is coming from a high-vibrational place and that of course is the space of loving yourself so much that you can't imagine allowing yourself to not feel this level of bliss, joy, happiness, fulfillment, and excitement. Love yourself and love yourself more. Love and know yourself enough to know that you deserve all these good things for yourself and you can absolutely create the reality that brings light to your soul and do so with ease once learned and practiced because at the end of the day, YOU CHOOSE. Choose to feel good, choose to feel happy, to feel at ease, relieved. Know when to jump! And once you do jump, embrace the change completely. Receive it graciously and now, ride the wave...
I Am Kawehi. 27 years of life on this earth, steadily growing, rising and blossoming like a lotus birthing through the mud, upwards into crystal waters and then to rest atop in open air as the firey sun alights my form. I wander. I imagine. I expand and seek to understand. I see. I AM.