Good morning all! Just some thoughts about the closing of 2015 and the start of 2016. This year by the way is a 9 year, (2+0+1+6) 9 being the number of a cycle completing itself in Numerology. So what is it that you want to finally finish/achieve this year? What plans have you always wanted to put into action? This year IS your year! This year calls for action and resilience as you accomplish your heart's desires and bring forth your vision to be shared with the world. We can't hide behind our dreams anymore, we must act. Stand up and be seen, teach what you know, share what you can, all the while learning and evolving into what you know you already are, a stronger, smarter, more in flow, and overall just better individual than you were portraying yourself as. Remember that you are Love, Light, and Life gifted this human form to be expressed in whichever way you direct yourself. So what will be your legacy this year? In what ways can you exceed your own expectations? Find that state of possibility, that what if? idea and run with it! If your heart tells you to do something, acknowledge its support and find your way of communicating your messages and ideas to access your success.
GROW. That is a strong theme this year for me and all I'd assume. Although that may be an infinite task, what I mean is to change, adapt, evolve, transcend, right Now, in whatever way that means for you. It's about releasing energy that used to feel "stuck", releasing what no longer serves you, ideals, people, situations, etc., and seeing yourself rise above and enter into that state of Limitlessness. And so it is.
On another note, many people (including myself) may have ended 2015 a little roughly, the very last week of the year was full of outbursts and irritation for me, which I thought was a little odd as the energies during the previous days of September and on my Christmas day were perfectly beautiful. But I definitely felt was that this was a final releasing of trapped tension and energies that still lingered within myself, so that new energies could be received fully. The energies I struggle with most such as impatience and anger came up towards the ending of the year for a lot of us. Thinking hey what happened here? I was in flow, I was doing my daily meditations, I've been more open and compassionate in my interactions with other people? I now know that all is as it should be. Like a cough-up of phlegm when you're sick, what isn't in the highest good for you must be brought up and out to be cleared first before upgrading into a vibrant, healthy, and light-filled being.
As a completion year I experienced that energy firsthand on New Year's Eve/New Year's Morning. I had an exciting and rowdy night with friends (lol who didnt) where I randomly met a psychic who gave me some positive news on my upcoming year. Exactly what my intentions were and that I have been planning for some time was what I was told would come to fruition. She was wonderfully on point about my move at the end of next month, prosperity coming in (which I expect to be pretty awesome this year but which I will get into on a future blog post!), as well as a few other lovely things that were nice to get confirmation on, such as my connection with crystals. Speaking of crystals, I actually lost my lucky Aventurine palm stone that day while (sort of) skinny dipping at the beach! It was kind of weird when I realized I didn't have it, I wasn't stressed or sad like I thought I would've been. That was a very cherished crystal who I partnered with a lot in matters of the heart, including love, abundance, and good fortune. It seems as if I am beginning to lose my attachments to specific outcomes and expectations because I know I am already being held by Life to give me all I need. Funnily enough, that beach and that same space of sand was the very same spot that I had been gifted a gold diamond ring by its waters many, many years ago as I floated with the tide as a child. I realized I need not look outside of myself for anything, I do not need to seek what I am already capable of. I carried that palm stone with me during times I felt my energy was not enough at the time to deal with the responsibilities of my Life and as its form is separated from my ownership, I know that I no longer need its assistance any longer and like a beautiful skin, I shed that hold I had on finding happiness anywhere but within my own being.
BE INTENTIONAL this year. Let's do everything on purpose! Hold an intention for ourselves to embody our highest potential and see what great things come our way. Know that we are all worthy of receiving these circumstances and do your greatest work as a perfect child of God. With intention, we can open ourselves to opportunity and possibility and create things that are more harmonic, more joyful, more satisfying.
HAVE CHOICE. A wonderful theme Jarrad Hewett talked about in one of his calls. If you aren't familiar with Jarrad's work, OMG please look him up! His is one of the most loving, inspiring, uplifting, liberating and powerful souls I've ever felt. I absolutely adore him and hold him in the highest respect and love for all he does for the world. Trust me when I say his words of wisdom are transformational! Anyway back to Choice.
What I gleaned from his call was to never give up your choice. Do not feel obligated by other people's expectations or energy they may have placed on you to make a decision or act in a certain way that is not in alignment with your heart. You always have choice. You don't have to reciprocate. I love that. I actually really needed that this week. I received information this past weekend about something that was well, "complicated". Let's just say that I was given a choice to either send myself back into a state of confusion, unease, and really just self-sabotage or I could rise above as I listen to my heart's knowing. While my heart knows compassion and love for others, it also knows what is in alignment for me and what paths are or are not in my best interests. I acknowledge the compassion and (not responsibility because like I said I am not obligated to anything but rather it was like) divine opportunity, to do as I will. My heart senses a sweet yet tormented soul and while my soul is enticed by the potential of Love, my heart and soul knows that this situation is not one that is in the highest good for me. Even my ego knows this to be true yet my heart still flutters over the other, and I have an idea why. Should I succumb to the most basic human desires such as needing to be loved, sex, etc. while the source of these things is disharmonic and not in alignment with my soul's truth, it would be proof I have not grown into a stronger and yet more open and in tune emotional and self-loving being. My heart and mind knows that I have transcended the emotional drama and baggage others may hold, and my soul flits away from that state. No longer am I bound. I fly so freely above all the emotional and mental confusion and soar into a different way of being. We don't have to take on the burdens of others. As Jarrad said, "We stand in choice of who we want to be...Choose anew. Choose from Love".
I feel so supported, so let in by Life, like my eyes were closed off to the joy of what has always been mine and now I'm seeing so clearly how free I am. I am that choice and freedom and unlimited possibility and good things. By trusting the Universe to always take care of me, who was always looking out for me, I am receiving more events and circumstances that are more in alignment with what I wish to attract. Not just that but also that which I am given by Life in order to grow and become even more revealed and peeled back. Layers after layers fall off and my soul grows lighter. This joy I feel is like ecstasy tickling my heart. Feeling so connected to all around me, and within me, feeling myself expand as I look within. The secret is knowing. My childlike wonderment of Life is what empowers me to play (with)in the Universe and allow creation to happen for/as me. This expansiveness heals my soul on all levels as I realize my power/birthright. Now I have the chance to create and manifest my heart's greatest desires and live Life even greater than my wildest dreams! Who would have thought I was as loved as this? Never let yourself forget how dearly loved you are by all of Life. Remember to create thoughts that create more joy as your will is directed out and reflected back in. Create dear hearts of the world. Be and create Love. Awaken into a new level of being and Emerge into a new reality.
I Am Kawehi. 27 years of life on this earth, steadily growing, rising and blossoming like a lotus birthing through the mud, upwards into crystal waters and then to rest atop in open air as the firey sun alights my form. I wander. I imagine. I expand and seek to understand. I see. I AM.